Alezandro Mark by Alezandro Mark

Of course, they were curious who MAO is...

And I was not to say anything...


And for a good reason, I found out once i gave in and confessed...

When I told James who MAO is... That was not embarrassment that I felt… it was more of shame… shame for even thinking of it… for considering it… for being such a fool to… I know… I was hoping…

I was a little afraid of it... coming from the release of Vista and thinking, "why are they releasing a new OS when they have not perfected Vista yet?!" I know it will be a big headache at work when it's official release comes... but after the training, I'm optimistic about it...

You will be seeing a lot of those here (picture of thyself)… mainly because my original blog have evolved to something else… I don’t know what it is, but I will be ashamed to have my pictures lined up with the other pictures that are posted there… it will be like: hot, hot, hot, oh so hot, OMG Hot, hot, hot and what is that!?!—seeing my picture…

So let us start over… this will be my new venue… to see if I still have it… whatever seemed to be missing in that original blog, which, by the way, just celebrated two hundred thousand hits (finally!) and my life…

I could no longer write… I am in resignation to that shame… I use to be able to just write, all I require is coffee and smoke, I seat in front of the computer and the words just flows out of me… and in no time, I have a well written story… And these stories were actually how the first blog came to be and that it fuelled it until recent months… I won’t go to the extent of how much it is changed, not that I am regretful of what it turned out to be… it just that… well, I have alienated myself out of my own blog…

So here, I am…

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That was bad… bad grammar… bad English… I had not written for the longest time… and as the typhoon raged outside—I had no internet connection, I was forced to it… I sat down with my coffee and smoke and I started writing… writing the way I always did… just caressing each key on my computer keyboard and start forming words… I used to be good… and I thought I still have it… but that is what I came up with…

Yuck…

I would like to think there is hope… and that it could be salvage with editing… proof reading, I have not proof read it until now… I just went to read it and saw obvious errors, it was ridiculous… The idea came from Ricky Lee’s first novel, “Para Kay B”… I am to put myself in the shoe of someone else and try to see myself through that someone’s eyes—perspective… In the novel, he was made to put himself in the shoe on the person he hates the most… I tried a different approach… and be romantic… I am on the eyes of someone who is secretly in love with someone… I am in aim to produce a pop culture romance… I thought the idea is brilliant… it is first person point of view… but the story is third person…

This is a work in progress… no title yet…

I am open to edition of yours, just post them here… or suggestions… question may be answered… but please… please don’t ask me if it is fiction or not… come on…!